It’s been almost two weeks since I had surgery done to my fascia, repairing a tear that spanned most of my torso that was suffered from a botched surgery in 2004. I was unaware my fascia was ripped so for the past ten years I’ve felt pudgy and pot bellied at times, when in reality I wasn’t. Your fascia keeps your organs and body tight and in place, and if it is ripped, things tend to gravitate downward to where they are able to, and then outward.
That white area there over your abs in this poster is your fascia. If you’ve ever cooked chicken breast, you know that white stuff on the breast before you cook it? That’s fascia tissue.
Wikipedia describes it as follows:
So if your fascia is ripped, torn, damaged, it does result in your muscles and organs shifting from their proper position.
So I’m 12 days out of surgery and I have never been this skinny.
I wouldn’t say skinny, I still weigh almost 200 pounds, standing 6″ so I’m still a little larger as opposed to a stick figure. I saw a friend the other day and the first thing he asked was if I had lost weight. My pot belly, albeit sucked in as much as i could 95% of the time because I was embarrassed as fuck about it, is now a thing of the past.
For the past ten years, I have felt out of shape and that takes it’s toll on you. Imagine working out and no matter what you do, your tummy goes nowhere. no matter how many crunches you do, no matter how many sit ups, you can’t change the shape of your stomach. That would suck, no? yes, it did suck. it sucked a lot and most definitely fucked with the way I viewed myself.
I can’t imagine what people with real weight issues face on a daily basis. I wasn’t “fat” by any means or overweight by most standards but everytime we went to shoot, I’d have a mini mental melt down because I didn’t want to take my shirt off. I didn’t want to be the guy with the hot wife and the bulging tummy. It’s nuts the bullshit we put ourselves through in our heads about how we look and what we think is acceptable.
I can’t grasp what models must go through in their heads about their appearance.
Anyway… I digress, not that, you know, I do that sort of thing often… heh
So 12 days out, how do I feel?
Oddly, I feel fucking great!
I mean, I couldn’t film porn today with my wife or anything but I’m getting back into the flow of things. today was the first day I am spending all day at my desk, encoding new 4k videos, programming new updates for Bella and more so, getting BellaPass V2 lined up so we can start building it in the background.
The hardest thing I deal with right now is forgetting I had this done because pain meds mask the pain and then I’ll move a certain way or drop down to play with the dogs and ZING!!! I get an instant WTFDIDYOUDO feeling. I know I didn’t rip anything when this occurs because my doc triple stitched my fascia back together on the left, on the right and then for good measure he added polyurethane mesh right down the middle so no more hernias. (glee glee glee)
I am not allowed to start working out again until February 1, 2016. For good measure I’ll probably wait until March or even April before I start kicking my own ass in the gym that lay all of twenty feet on the other side of my desk. I am going to shred my body into it’s best shape it’s ever been in and then you know what that means? I’m going to be all sorts of fit which means Miss Bryci is going to have the daylights fucked out of her.
There will be some serious, serious fucking taking place in 2016 with many a porn starlet, this I can tell you.. but no more on that for now… lol muhahaha not teasing you, I simply don’t know who we’re shooting next, when/where etc yet.
Porn Bootcamp will be starting shortly…
So since I am back at my desk… how about we get this party started right with a sneak peak from next week’s *uber* hot Bryci.com and Katiebanks.com update that will go live with a photo set (wicked high res pix) and a 4K (and 1080p/720p/540p video) for members of either site or really, any site inside Bellapass.com
Click the thumbnail to see the full size
7360 x 4912 pixel pic. (full size is 17.2 megs)
Time to get the party started with some insanely hot content…
Later this week, you get to see what happened between Bryci and the Home Security Installer…
[See image gallery at jdblog.com]
See this at http://bryci.com in 4K
So that’s what’s new in my world… what’s new with you people? Commenting is easy, you don’t even have to register to comment. Something you want to see? Something you’d like to say?
Hope life’s treating you great!
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